"you reel me out and then you cut the string".
So, what's your deal? Do you genuinely care for my well being? I cared for yours and you decided a cold shoulder was nicer than help. That's cool. We all make mistakes. I told you about the one you were going to make. I wonder if you've noticed?
Probably.
But I still care. So much more than I should be. It's not something I think about constantly but it reminds me at certain moments of the day. I am reminded that I thought I was with a lovely person. I just allowed myself to be vulnerable and see things that aren't really there.
My mind loves to gild them. Because I always deserve more than what's given to me and I'm not trying to be selfish.
Could it be that we ALL do that? Once someone is given to us, feelings and all, is it possible that we make it seem better than anything else? Come to think of it, it might be human nature.
I'll get back to you on that.
p.s. I think he does care.
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