Getting back into the "Creative Habit"

I began to read this book by Twayla Tharp called "The Creative Habit". So here I go. She talks about finding your place during the day where you feel refreshed and you can do what you do best, then.
I have yet to find my time of day or my ways of doing so but this is a start. Right?

Left.

Right.

I'm still finding my self, my portals, my creativity, my ventilation. I do believe, dearest blogspot, that you are helping me; or perhaps I'm helping myself by typing things on a "daily" basis.

I sit here with my instant coffee, my Parliment lights and my 100 calorie fudge striped cookies and I think, well, this could be it. This is a start. Everyday is a start. I need to move. Move forward and quit dwelling on the precious time I've taken so much for granted. I will begin to use it wisely.

I complain too much and do too little. This is a FACT.

But it's snack time, coffee time, that time of day where you relax after you've actually done something.

Luckily, I have someone who pushes me and sees so much more in me than I ever gave myself credit for, my boyfriend. I realize it shouldn't take someone elses encouraging words for me to take action but sometimes, like in these times of my life, I need that. We need that.

So it's time to get into the habit. It's time to move on, to excersise, to better myself, to get back into school, to write more poetry, to start painting, to stop smoking, to start saving, to stop whining, to STOP complaining.

Here I go.